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3952-6780-9848 is my friend code,
come brawl with me, HAHA 
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| dear xanga,
i'm really back for you.
'07 WOW, already. its here & its like the 4th day.
finally got my bannerweb working.
you know, i've been thinking all my life i've always known what to do.
always known what i wanted & find ways to figure out how to get it.
i'd wake up and for 13 years i'd wake up, eat breakfast. go to school. sports if it was my season. go home. do homework. watch a little tv while eating & go to sleep.
everything was a cycle.
college really threw me off.
for once-- i was in charge.
& maybe, i was too overwhelmed.
i didnt know what to do. i was so unfocussed.
so unsure about my decisions.
sure enough, i knew that majoring in nursing was not for me.
till this day, i don't know what to do. but i know i'll figure it out.
& if i have to leave to chase after my dream. my goal. my career.
i can only hope the boy i love will chase me to where i have to go.
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| im back for you xanga.
but let's keep it a secret.
growing up is great.
letting go of certain things not so.
being a ninja for a living sounds mighty cool.
i thought about livejournal but ahhh,
i must admit im sucha SPY-- the CIA should hire me.
i'm good at it.
sleepless nights are great.
i usually fall asleep by now.
my body says SLEEP my mind says DON'T.
so who do i follow?! who knows.
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| 01:02:03 04/05/06 its official. this will never ever happen again.
i'm hella ready for the future.
-bea |
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| i love myself.
i respect myself.
i don't and i won't adjust myself to fit you.
"you" meaning in general.
in a HIGH note, 1st semester is coming to an end--
helpp. im stressin`
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